MY RED SINGULAR!

2012-02-01T01:29:00.000+08:00

just feel, i have the right to do what i want. yes i feel sorry, i feel sorry for myself, but i'm just like that. what to do?

2012-01-27T00:27:00.002+08:00

now that i've got a table to study, I CANT SWITCH ON THE LIGHT. then, HOW TO STUDY LIKE THAT?! :@ get table lamp, waste money. -.-

how is it possible that people can sleep in the day, but cant sleep with the lights on. WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE. :@ if you're tired, whether the lights on or not still can sleep what!

PISSSSSSSSSSSSSED! TSK.

wished i had a family like yl's sometimes. hx needs to study for exams, the whole family so accommodating. dont disturb her, can even mute the tv and watch. so nice right! my family? -.- its the dont-care-how-you-die attitude, BUT STILL WANTS GOOD RESULTS. how unfair is that?!

urgh! sickening.

2012-01-25T15:46:00.002+08:00

still like this bagggggg. and waiting for it to be sold online. approx $230-$250! price okay right? heh. the orange just looks so good, even though i'm not a fan of orange! :O hope it comes out nearing to my 21st. heheheheh. bags are never enough! :DD

2012-01-25T15:09:00.000+08:00

bee's in field camp. ):

2012-01-25T01:36:00.002+08:00

soooooo, cny holidays came and gone. getting back to reality, time to study! but i'm still feeling ohsolazy. ): some part of me, dont feel like studying anymore and just get a job. but another part of me wanna get that stupid degree, so that i wont be wasting my mum's effort and money. sigh.

think i'm so not in the texting mood nowadays. forever reading a text, and then decide to reply later, and i end up forgetting about it till days later. :O then no point replying it already right? :/ sorry friendsssss. especially jovy i realised. ooooops. heh.

HAPPY CNY! (:

2012-01-18T23:17:00.003+08:00

bought so many clothes today! so happy! hehehehe. and i'll get all of it through meet up! means, no risk of losing it, plus save on postage, plus wont get scolding from my mum! heheheheheh. best of all the worlds! heh. :DD

2012-01-17T14:18:00.001+08:00

'I bet you are dreaming about mcspicy double with your green pillow in your arms and chouchou staring at you and dodo staring at the ceiling as usual HahaHaha'

Baybee knows me best! <3 (:

2012-01-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

yl's sleeping on my beloved bear nowwwwwwww. and its squashed. :/ so poor thing! ): its gonna be flat and out of shaped. ):

2012-01-06T23:57:00.001+08:00

cramps cramps cramps. ):
but, TMR YL POP LOHHHHHHHH! :D :D :D
and my ear finally decided to unblock itself after a week! hehehehehe. HAPPY EAR, HAPPY ME! :D

2011-12-30T22:05:00.001+08:00

so little time, but i cant complain. ):

2011-12-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

IN LOVEEEEEEEEEE <3

2011-11-21T23:45:00.001+08:00

The Saturdays - My Heart Takes Over (Y) <3

2011-11-17T23:22:00.001+08:00

so excited to get the red blazer! hehehehe.

2011-11-13T13:43:00.001+08:00

I miss bee. ): so many days more even though few days have passed. ): it still feels so long! ):

2011-11-11T15:41:00.001+08:00

11/11/11

i'm missing bee so very badly. ): i hate army. ):
i feel so alone. ):

i wish you were here.

2011-10-08T16:10:00.001+08:00

eyecandy so handsome, his girlfriend so pretty, cannot stand it. i think i prefer looking at his girlfriend now. hahahaha.

2011-09-18T01:50:00.001+08:00

Love outings with 3JS! We always feel so stupid and lazy and keep laughing at each other being fat and want to lose weight but it always fails. What's worse? We always end up eating more. Hahaha.

We look for good food together, had our first overseas trip together. Really just over the sea only. Hahaha. Tw next year!! Had pathetic foursome plus stella chalet together, stayed over at sherri's house together drinking and getting retarded. Haha. Make fun of each other, scold each other for our own good. And now as we grow up, we start doing girly things together like our first mani/pedi session! :D ice skating and cycling is our next mission to complete! Such awesome friends I have. <3 we can do almost everything/anything together! (:

2011-09-04T01:38:00.001+08:00

2011-08-31T19:29:00.002+08:00

wow, someone i know, went all the way to perth, to patch back with his girlfriend? not sure what the real story behind it is. but it does seem sweet.

wish i had the money to study abroad.

2011-08-28T00:50:00.003+08:00

i have sinful cravings for oreo, pocky, hello panda, collon, yan yan, tasty biscuit! ):

and i miss my jagabeeee! ):
its been 2 days and counting. idk how to survive in november. ):

2011-08-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

THIS IS SO ME. heheh.

2011-08-26T02:15:00.002+08:00

MY MUM IS CRAZY.

just because i went out with a guy, alone.
and that guy, is not my boyfriend.
MEANS I'M TWO-TIMING?!

seriously?? do you think so lowly of your own daughter? is this how you brought me up? i'm not the kind of girl that you think i am, PLEASE! what more, we've talked about this before! if you really dont trust me, then just dont. and dont bother about any other damn thing too.

whats wrong with meeting up with friends? whats wrong with meeting a guy? so, if i have a boyfriend, or after i get married next time, i cant have a guy friend?!

fucking ridiculous!

2011-08-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

while showering, i was thinking of friends that came and go.

i think, i made wonderful friends everywhere. just that, i think the closest friends i have, are the ones i spent with in stcnp. even though there's only 4 of us, and the rest we meet them, once a year? it still feels like there's a bond. and even though we had so many conflicts, quarrels, etc. it still feels like, they're the best friends i've ever had. and the 4 of us, meeting each other, contacting each other only when one of us feels we havent been meeting for a long time, and its really time to catch up, which is, months. but, we still have so much to talk about. it seems like, we never drifted apart even after god knows how many months. (: we're not calculative with each other to split the bill into equal dollars and cents. it has always been just, today i treat you, you can treat me back another day. most importantly, we dont judge. because whatever we thought of each other, good and/or bad, are all spoken. i think, this is what true friends are suppose to be like. i just wanted to say, i think we were really, one for all, all for one. and i'm so proud to be from npcc now, with all the friends i've made. (:

and in the clique, welll. ~~sometimes~~ most of the time, i'm not really sure why we're called a clique, when we only click with afew of ourselves and leave the others out. and i'm guilty of that. i've always thought, it was kinda weird. but, there's always and only one person making the effort to keep everyone together. and that person, is not me. and, shall not be named. the good thing is, we never missed out on each others' birthdays. and no matter how awkward, we still put in the effort to just meet up. (: afew of you may not think/feel so [if there's any one of you reading], but think of the other few, i'm sure you know who i'm referring to. i may i sound like a bitch here. but you know its true. all of us went poly, and i think things changed. we changed, our mindset changed. we became people who we thought we would never become. i guess, we change as we grow. not sure if its good or bad though. but i think, the greatest memories of all of us together were the times we spent in stc, during recess, at the hardcourt, under the scorching hot sun. we must've been mad. haha. well, at least to me thats the best memories i've had thus far. you may have another memory thats the best for you, good for you then. (:

in poly, honestly, i think i didnt make a friend with qualities that can be found from the people mentioned above. and thats when, i started regretting not joining a cca. welllll, guess its all too late now. but, i've made great friends in year 1 from tb07/08, sportscamp '08/'09, baoc '08. close friends that became hi-bye friends. and from really good friends, someone i constantly think about, till now, nothing. but, happy memories shall be kept. (:

now i wonder, how my uni friends would be like. (:

and after all these years, the one and only thing/person that didnt change, is my dad. which is, really disappointing i guess. well, i just wished, he would change for the better. guess birthday wishes never comes true. or maybe, it does, but just not long enough.

as i'm typing now at 1221am, my dad just lit a cigarette. seriously?? waking up in the middle of the night just to smoke? w.t.f. a leopard really NEVER changes its spots. and, I HATE SMOKERS. which means, i hate my dad.

2011-08-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

why uol guys all look so cui?

2011-08-23T00:38:00.001+08:00

so cuteeeeeee! benjamin stone with his mum's dog. (:

2011-08-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

2011-08-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

love thisssssss. even though its orange. still, kinda likeeeeee. :D

2011-08-18T02:28:00.000+08:00

hehe. hottie♥ :D

2011-08-18T01:25:00.004+08:00

Benjamin Stone♥
my new love :D

2011-08-18T00:29:00.001+08:00

HI CARMENSJY! (:

2011-08-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY!
HAPPY TWELVE MONTHSARY!
HAPPY 365 DAYSARY!
♥♥♥

2011-07-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

aiming for a new watch and a new pair of heels.

money please come to meeeeee!

2011-07-19T00:37:00.001+08:00

i love wedding dinners :)

2011-07-10T00:32:00.001+08:00

SO FUCKED UP.

2011-06-18T16:15:00.000+08:00

i wonder, how many real close friends will i be able to invite by the time i hit 21.

2011-06-12T16:22:00.000+08:00

love at first sight! <3

2011-06-12T01:22:00.003+08:00

got my timetable for bridging classes. so sad ): i never expected that it'd be five days a week. ): so mon-fri, everyday after work i've to rush to school, 7-10. cant believe i'm gonna waste my friday away studying in school. :/

but suffering for 1.5 months, i'll get 1 year off my uni life. i hope i wont make the 1k go to waste.

2011-06-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

before a relationship, you're happy.
early stage of a relationship, you're happy.
later stage of a relationship, you're upset, disappointed.
on the verge of breaking up, you'll find all ways to make it right, but it doesnt.
after a breakup, you feel like dying.

and you start a whole new relationship again, being happy.

but will you remain happy? or does the cycle above continues?
guess its up to ourselves to make the decision.

2011-06-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

miss my blog, but idk what to blog about. wanted to keep everything as memories, blogging about everything and anything. but now, i just want to keep everything to myself. not wanting the world to know. secrets secrets and more secrets.

secrets and lies. isnt that how the world is like in reality?

someone who loves you and is poor or someone who's rich and doesnt love you?

choosing the latter, you'll think the person's so materialistic. but, without money how can there be love? yes there can be, but only when we're still young and have no worries. but as we grow up, reality sets in. thats when you realise, money's still the most important.

choosing the former, wow this person's really (Y). but, if you're really poor, even with love, what can you do? in future, you'll still be quarreling over monetary issues. after some time, love becomes non-existent in your dictionary.

with money, you'll just have to love yourself, make yourself happy.

ytd was great.
today was full of regrets.
wonder what tmr will be like.

2011-05-26T01:27:00.001+08:00

everyone talking about local u. and i got into............... SIM. am i suppose to be happy or sad? honestly, i feel neither. just want to get over and done with degree, get that paper which will give me higher pay, thats it.

k goodnight. (:

2011-05-25T01:01:00.003+08:00

HI I'M A HAPPY KID TODAY!

cause i met my favourite shenton girls; ger and mingli! :) i've no idea how much i missed them till today!

had pizzahut for dinner and chilled. omgggg, gossips all the way! talked about many things, laughed about all the stupid things too. hahaha.

went to catch soft toys. and i must say, mingli's really DAMN good! she caught a bear for me, with just $12, which is 6 tries! (Y) picture's up on fb :)

gonna see them again 2 months later. haha.

goodnight! :)

2011-05-24T00:24:00.001+08:00

thought you'd be a better friend. or maybe the problem lies with me. i should stop pushing the blame.

goodnight.

2011-05-22T22:32:00.003+08:00

seriously, i have a sickening dad. why cant my dad be like other people's dad? its not a short term problem, its long term. what happened isnt inevitable. there's a choice, just whether he's lazy or not. whether he wants to or not. something that can only be discussed within my family, and not anyone else. how sucky is it. i hate this.

2011-05-22T20:43:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i feel my life is really pathetic.

so many things i want to talk about, but i cant. who ever knows the real me, i wonder.

everyone holds a secret. but i think i have too many.

2011-05-22T02:33:00.003+08:00

been seeing my dino dress everywhere now, but i still love mine best! because the colours that i see, are not as awesome as the one i bought few months ago. :D

2011-05-21T01:44:00.003+08:00

HAI.

i'm fitting in to comtech now. (: the people there are really friendly. i talk to them like my friends instead of colleagues. (:

but yes i still hate my job scope. super boring.
but i love how work is piling up for me. (: i love to be busy during work. :D

k time for bed.
goodnight! (:

2011-05-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

every time i wash my hands, it feels pain.
when i look at it, paper cuts all over. ):

2011-05-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

work at shenton > comtech ):

comtech x2 transport fare
comtech x2 boringness
cometech x2 learning nothing
comtech x2 inconvenience
comtech x2 traveling time
comtech x2 friendliness of colleagues

in conclusion,
i still prefer shenton.

2011-04-30T00:25:00.000+08:00

shenton > comtech ):

why me ):

2011-04-06T00:16:00.003+08:00

yay i learnt something new today! happyhappy! :D should be something more important than what i've been doing for the past few days for my working experience. (:

met melmel after work to get our tw stuff. andand, we went toilet, took out our ring to wash hands, AND WE FORGOT TO TAKE IT!! whats more, we only realised after dont know how long. and if mel didnt touch her hand, she wouldnt realise, then i wont realise i didnt take mine too. :O

so we brisk walked back to the toilet and nooooooo, it was gone. ): BUT, WE STOOD THERE AND WAITED FOR THE CLEANER TO COME IN. AND SHE DID! :D :D :D she kept it for us! hehehe. and she's very nice! and quite funny also. haha.

i really think i grew fatter! ): feels fatter everywhere, face rounder. ): BUT I SWEAR I NEVER SNACK!! )))))))): i'm going on a diet!

kkkkkkkkk, time for bed!
goodnight! (:

2011-04-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S! (:

i wished love said that to me after work. ):

i pulled through 9 hours of work, and felt so excited, even though tired, so that we can go out. he sent me 6 texts, but i didnt have time to even touch my phone, except moving it to another side of the table because of all the documents. :/ sooooo ):

anyway, i'm still glad love had fun with his friends! (:

andddd, today's my second day of work!! ytd, seriously slacked the whole day and earned free money. hehehe. easy peasy money with a tough 9 hours to pass! i spent more than half the day reading the whole dbs website. -.- and i read it, more than 3 times. BEAT THAT. bored until i wanna die.

but just the first day, i made 2 friends! both interns from nyp. (: friends, not colleagues. thats the difference. haha.

the most sian thing in office, THEY ARE ALL CHINESE SPEAKING PEOPLE!!! ):

and today, just the 2nd day, i worked OT. :O 20 mins only though. heh. but was busy the whole day! except the first hour of work. (: I LIKE! time pass so fast today! :D

kkkkkkk, i'm kinda tired. meeting love at 1 tmr! :D :D :D i hope i can wake up! i aim to sleep by 2!

2011-03-27T01:15:00.002+08:00

met melmel today!

she bought me the elmo i wanted! hehe. so cuteeeee. :D cant wait to go tw after hearing everything about her tw trip! (:

and poor boy's having a high fever now. ): he's FINALLY going to sleep! after so much persuasion and all the naggings! heh. hope you get well sooooooon. by tmr! ♥

2011-03-25T23:06:00.003+08:00

HI,

my results are like shit. go ahead, laugh.

thanks mum, for saying 'oh you're so lousy, still say you're improving.'
yeah, i really thought i was until this morning. so stupid, so lousy, cant get at least a gpa of 3, i wish i were smart too. who wouldnt? (:

thanks for all the scolding and nagging even though i've done everything for you which i didnt even do for myself. 5 months ago you shouted to me the same thing that i said to you last night. what's a hypocrite again?

earthquake hitting everywhere now. we might as well just die, now.

2011-03-23T22:11:00.013+08:00

kkkkkkkkkk. so my blog has been dead, i know. heh.

went for a 'graduation trip' on our own! at genting only though. haha. and its not as fun as i thought it'd be. but with great company comes great fun. :D

stayed over at love's house on the 8th. and went to golden mile together early in the morning on the 9th! (:

so on the first day,

we took grassland coach bus up to genting! (:

love prepared tuna bread for me! :D

stopped by at yong peng and the whole bunch of stc girls are there! met mr seow too. they were having efl week. going to taman. how i miss the times we had in taman. so much funnnn. especially caving, with the bats flying above our tents while we were preparing to sleep and it shat on someone's trackpants which was left to dry on top of the tent. hahahahha. those were the days. (:

reached, and checked in to our hotel!

our first picture at genting! (:

so, we explored the whole place which is, small. and went for an early dinner at mushroom farm recommended by dennis. but turns out, our choice of dishes were wrong, so the food was just normal and not worth the price. :/

went back to genting and went for some 'scary' haunted house followed by ripley's believe it or not which is awesome btw. (: we liked it!

one of the cute fat pictures we took at ripley's! (:

and of courseeeee. we pigs had supper. :O kfc + bk, because we missed out on the $1 tendergrill in singapore. we just had to eat it in genting. haha. FATFATFAT.

on the 10th, second day of our trip,
breakfast buffet, which we ate like a pig. spam every single thing we saw. and gx and i were crazy over the cereal they have there. koko krunch, honey stars! :D

walked around awhile to digest the food. and started off with the ridessssss! slow moving and no kick ones first of course. (: but the faster ones, really awesome foursome. but we all love rides. so we arent really afraid. so it becomes no kick afterall. heh.

gena had to measure her height for go-kart! haha. the height limit was 153!

all the fish faces they did, i cant do. ):

we're super duper lucky! it only started raining when we are done with all the rides! :D but we didnt get to take the corkscrew for the second round. ): the go-kart wasted most of our time! we queued for half an hour! oh well.

at night, gene fell sick. after the wet roller coaster ride. :/ so love and i decided to head down to take a walk for an hour and contact singapore. and welllll, we bought fats back. some awesome fruit tarts that were going on 50%. and the greedy pig got 2 instead of 1 because it was on 50%! hahaaha.

see the 2 boxes? our fruit tarts. hahahaahaha.

after gene got better, we had a mini drinking session with cards. hehe. while waiting for gene&gena, love and i played poker cards and gambled using monopoly deal money. hahaha. fun muchhhh.

thereafter when they came over to our room, we started with circle of death. hahaha. fun ttm. (: didnt take any pictures though. cause my cam was on the table and we were all busy having fun. hehe. :D

on the 11th, the last day of our trip,
had our wide spread of breakfast. seriously, we look like pigs. everyone that walks past our table will look. hahaha. but hey, we finish what we took k. shows how pig we are. hahaha.

so washed up packed up, and while waiting for the both of them to be done, love and i camwhored in our room. hehehe. so much fun. :D

and then we checked out. walked around and decided to just sit at the food court and play monopoly deal. and gena the beginner pawned us all. hahaha. and boy do they have awesome prawn noodles there! (Y) its really good. (:

and we made our way back to singapore! (:

on the 15th,
BOUGHT MY NEW COM! :D i'm still using my old one though. SENTIMENTAL VALUE. hahaha. cause all my things are still here. seems troublesome to transfer everything. especially pictures and songs for my itunes. :S oh well.

on the 16th,
met up with 3JS! after so long! for $1 kbox, thanks to sherri's voucher. hehe. :D we 4, power pack. sherri kpop, jy jpop, jm cpop, me epop. hahahaha. (Y) so we had a mixture of all the different languages. (:

then we had teppanyaki for dinner! introduced by jm. not bad. (: and caught red riding hood! nice movieeeee. love all the twists in the show. (: love going out with them! all the last minute change of plans we always have, but everything still goes well. (: even though we meet just once every few months, we're still as close as ever! (: just that, we seldom take pictures together. haha. not the spamming kind.

on the 18th,
suppose to have a clique picnic, but we canceled. :/ and melmelaffairwongyy didnt want to waste her leave, so we met up! :D updates many many! chilled the whole day without any shopping done. so proud of ourselves. hahaha.

went to paint our nails for 3 bucks! cause she felt like it and i felt like it too. for my cousin's ROM the next day. (:

when we decided to go back, we needed the toilet, concluded that we'll go to ion's. but we walked passed marriott and mel suggested to go the toilet in there. hahahaha. so we camped inside for half an hour snapping and tying our hair and talking and laughing. hahahaha.

on the 19th,
jerry and candice's solemnization at sheraton. yes, sheraton again. no idea why everything has to be at sheraton. dont they ever get bored of that place?? btw, the food isnt that good either. -.- oh well.

amazed with bijun's hello kitty app. hahaha. i love her kate spade iphone cover!! damn nice!

love came to pick me up. (: and we headed out, to far east cause i wanted to see something, and cause it was the nearest place we can cab to due to the cats and dogs. after that to chinatown to develop my photos, and then to vivo to get my inner garments that i reserved, and back to town again for dinner at tony roma's with love's family and lexus boy. (:

love sent me back home and we camwhored awhile before he left. hehehe.

hehe, my 2 favourite soft toys in the picture. my lovelycutiepies. :D

andand, I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO USE MY DAD'S DSLR. WOOOOOOOO. i'm bringing it out for a walk. next time when i feel like it. (:

on the 22nd,
went for the ultrapelvis scanning for my menses stuff. thats not the main point. the main point is, MY MUM TREATED ME AND LOVE TO SOME AWESOME DIMSUM AT ION. shiok only. the place is called canton-i btw. (: thanks for your newpaper love! hehehe. cause of the 30% discount that we can get. its expensive, but its really good. (Y) ambience nice also. (: too bad i was having flu. so, didnt really get to take much pictures. just majority on the food. :/

so this is how it looks like in the restaurant.

and today!
went for checkup at the hospital. thennn, headed down to chinatown for dinner. it was still early, so i suggested to have some dessert.. BUT, i had a last minute interview. so we headed down to tanjong pagar instead. and shiokkkkk, it was worth it! I GOT THE JOB! i'll be working at dbs! :D HAPPY HAPPY. time to feed my bank. i'll try not to let it go on hunger again. (: gotta earn back the money i spent on my com!

and so, we went back to chinatown for dinner. haha. the whole family. (:

k, i'm off to bed. i'm sure you wont scold me for blogging right, love? hehe. oh btw, i created twitter. like finally, i know. i'm still a noob at it though. haha.

GOODNIGHT! (:

2011-03-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

FOREVER AND EVER UNITED AGAIN! :D

sooooooo happyyyyyyy! (:

2011-03-05T02:06:00.002+08:00

shopping overloadddddd.
freedom overloaddddddd.
happiness overloaddddd.
love overloadddddddddd.

but no money overloadddddddd. ):

2011-03-04T02:15:00.002+08:00

END OF EXAMS, I'M FREE LIKE A BIRD NOWWWWWWWW! :D

SO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK'S GENTING! hopefully it'll be successful.

SO EXCITED FOR TAIWAN! :D

SO EXCITED FOR ALL THE SHOPPING PLANS COMING UP! :D

oh and,
I AM NUMBER 4 IS GOOOOOOOOD. just that, i prefer number 6 more. (:

time to sleeeeeep!

goodnight!(:

2011-03-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!

2011-02-19T16:32:00.002+08:00

i'm backkkk! to blog. (:

first day of CNY,
as usual went to grandma house in the morning.
headed down to waactor's house in the late afternoon. for ryker's one year old birthday celebration! he's sooooooooo cute! :D

second day of CNY,
same, went to grandma house in the morning.
my grandma cooked 10 dishes! all by herself! powerrrrr! (Y) and everything's damn nice! :D
traditional practice, gambling in the afternoon. hehe. i won $32!
went over to aunt cynthia's house for dinner and to sit awhile.

gigi! soooo cuteee, sooo greeedy. hahaha. she was staring at my ba gua!

watched some chinese zombie hk movie. super funnyyyyyy!

but before the show ended, we had to leave. :/
causeee, i had to buy a slice of cake for love's birthday!
and, surprise surprise! at 12 midnight at his house, with the help of his sis. :D

third day of CNY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAYBEEEEE!
went over to mel's house in the afternoon.
didnt join them for the rest of the visitings though. :/

went to celebrate love's birthday! :D not really a celebration. justtttt, walked around. (: and slacked at people's park mac to snap snap and rest my feet. heh.

then, left for grandma's birthday. :/ yay, no more sheraton after god knows how many years we've eaten there. but, errrrr, this beijing restaurant, the food, welllll, only the adults like it. all the kids dont. heh.

seventh day of CNY,
HAPPY SIXTH MONTHSARY BAYBEEEE!
and, end of all projectssssss! :D
lou hei at my house toooo! with love and dennis. (:

tenth and eleventh day of CNY,
finally met up with mellllll! :D shopping shopping, for vday present!

twelfth day of CNY,
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
went back to school to get back mcomm results.
visited toy museum.
dinner at outback steakhouse.
bought a cute little creature! :D but it was out of stock. :/ so we reserved it. (:
caught just go with it at gwc. (:
aaawwweeesssooommmeeeeeeee day it was! (:

thirteenth day of CNY,
gave clique steamboat dinner a miss. cause, i'm brokeeeeee. ): oh well. went ps to collect our cute little creature! :D

the cute little creature! :D

fourteenth day of CNY,
lou hei again at home! :D
niceeeee, love to lou hei! :D

studying timeeeee! :/

2011-01-29T21:36:00.006+08:00

pissed off with every damn thing! :@

problems that are not mine, becomes mine.
problems that are solved, becomes a problem again.
problems that are unsolved, becomes more irritating.
problems adding on to being sick, and not recovering faster, becomes f-ed up.

PLEASE STOP NAGGING, STOP ASKING ME IF I WANT THIS AND THAT WHEN ITS CLEARLY NOT MINE.
PLEASE STOP ASKING ME TO LOSE WEIGHT LIKE AS IF I DONT WANT TO.
WHY MUST I ALWAYS BE THE ONE TO HELP OUT WHEN MY 2 SISTERS ARE STILL ALIVE.
WHY KEEP ASKING ME TO PACK WHEN I HAVE NOTHING TO PACK?!

CANT YOU JUST STOP SMOKING EVERY 10-15 MINS?!
WHY CANT YOU THINK OF US FIRST BEFORE YOURSELF?!
ALL TALK NO ACTIONS, THATS JUST YOU SINCE YEARS AGO.
YOU LOVE US, DAMN RIGHT. YOU LOVE MAKING US SMELL YOUR CIGARETTES.

PLEASE STOP ASKING ME HOW HOW HOW WHEN THE PERSON YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ISNT ME.

PLEASE MAKE THE PICTURES GO AWAY, I WISH I DIDNT SEE IT.

CAN YOU JUST RETURN ME MY MONEY PLEASE?!

i know, $19 only must pester until like that, so -.-

why not put it this way, $19 only why take so long to return and still have to avoid?! __|__

WHY MUST I ALWAYS BE THE ONE CONTACTING, CANT YOU CHECK THE CALENDER BEFORE ASKING?

fuck.

PLEASE LET ME RECOVER SOON, TMR. I HATE THIS.

i wish i can sleep and pretend nothing ever happened.
i wish i had a better temper.

URGHHHHHHHHHH.
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

2011-01-26T00:22:00.004+08:00

EFF-YOU-SEE-KAY-WHY-OH-YOU-BEE-EYE-TEE-SEE-AGE-EEE-ASS.

2011-01-17T01:55:00.005+08:00

Dear beloved rainbowinmysoul,

I'm abandoning you for my diploma in bs.

I'll be back, in mid feb. (:

Love,
Joyce (:

P.S. This sem is really insane, screwed up.

2011-01-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FIFTH MONTHSARY BAYBEEEE! ♥

2011-01-09T01:52:00.003+08:00

celebrated pekjiamin's birthday today! (:

love and xt joined us. buttttttt, sherri and jy couldnt make it. ):

sooooo, our initial plan was to have dinner at scape's music cafe. but just when we were about to order, the waiter told us, "sorry there's no beef, fish, calamari, fries, onion rings" -.- wts, then eat what?!

then, we decided to head down to geylang for dinner at no signboard seafood restaurant. (: naiseeeee. even nicer with the great company. (: and we continued with durian thereafter. haha. awesome dinner cost $50 in total. oh well. (:

but, had a greattttttttt time today!

lets hang out again soon! (: uhmmmm, maybe next month. (:

2011-01-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

i wanted to blog, but project madness came back, when all of us 'realised' school reopens tmr. :@

HATE THIS SEM. stupid school, stupid company's making use of us for free labour! urghhhh.

2010-12-30T00:18:00.002+08:00

met melmel today,

shopped at city plaza until we forgot about the time, and didnt manage to catch our movie :/ oh well.

i bought 2 dresses for new year though! hehe. one for 10 bucks another for 20. :D

headed down to town, and i bought heeeeeels. heh. now ALITTLE BIT regret. :/ oh well. I WILL WEAR IT.

so today, i spent $70 in total for shopping plus food. NO MONEH ALREADEH. owe $ pay $ pleaseeeeee. ):

wo hen lei, yao shui jiao le.

GOODNIGHT! (:

2010-12-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BOXING DAY! (:

woke up at 11, to have lunch with sandy. so tiredddddd. :/ but had good foooood! and, got to see my nephew! idk how to spell his name. heh. he's so cuteeeeeee! the last time i saw him, he wasnt even a month old! now he's 10 months old! super cuteee. and he's not the cry baby type, not so noisy. (:

okay byeeeeee!

chuaguixiang please take care of yourself!

2010-12-25T23:39:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALLLLLL! (:

went over to love's house! (:

cooked pasta for dinner. our dinner was awesomeeeee. hehehe. damn nice, super shiok! :D

love's mum gave me a ring for christmas present! :D and a box of super nice chocolates! hehehe.

2010-12-24T23:54:00.005+08:00

spent christmas eve with love! (:

had tampopo for dinner at liang court! :D thennnnn, went back to my house, i thought mummy left salad for me. but when i open the fridge, nothingggg. ): sad onlehhhhhhh.

look at the greedy piggggg!

allllll the food! hehe.

hehe, our bearbear! choochoo and chouchou! :D

2010-12-23T00:56:00.002+08:00

went out with love and his family and cousins today. his little cousin so cuteeeeeeee! hahaha. and we went to play arcade. :D but no bishi bashi there. :/ oh well.

headed down to grandma house after that. spammed my surveys. heh.

okay, boringgggggggg. byeeeeeee! :D

2010-12-22T01:00:00.012+08:00

12 Dec;

HAPPY 28TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MY PARENTS! :D

had dinner at redezvous hotel. love and dennis were invited too! (:

and i think my stomach smaller already. (i mean the amount of food i can fit into my stomach, not the size of my tummy) cause i ate lesser compared to last time. last time buffet is really, eat until explode. hahhaha. but maybe because i had flu. no appetite. ):

17 Dec;

went out with love and his family. had our brunch/tea break at the salad bar at raffles! niceeeeeeee! but it cost like 10 bucks. so exxxxx. :/

then headed down to town and got my iphoneeee! many many many thanks to love's mum! if it wasnt for her, i couldnt get my iphone. :D

met 3JS to celebrate my birthdayyy! :D the plan was to have dinner at KPO. but, indoors fully booked, and only outdoors available. and it started drizzling. :/ so change of plans.

tried tgif instead. not niceeeee. plus so ex. waste my money. their drinks are nice though. heh. maybe a better place to chill than have a meal. (:

had awfully chocolate ice cream thereafter! cause of pekjiamin's cravings. chitchat at ion, then xiangting gave us a lift back. (:

18 Dec;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FER AND I! :D

got my surprise at 12 midnight by love with his sister's help! :D so sweeeeeeet! ((((((:

celebrated with love today. our picnic plans NEARLY failed, because of the rain. but thanks to the rain, we cabbed, and the driver told us, we need to be the club member in order to go into the place we wanted to go.

sooooo, we settled at vivo for our picnic. the food was madnessssss! hahhhaha.

shopped around vivo to get my screen protector and casing. (: bought a ring even. super cute, i likeeee! :D

headed down to town, wanted to do my gmask. buttttt, so ex! so consider and consider for the whole day. until, i decided to decide the next day. heh.

walkwalkwalkwalk, but still not hungry, so we didnt have dinner. :/ settled at ion to rest our feets. heh. and ended the day/night with a camwhoring session. :D

went back home, then headed downstairs to play with fire sparkles! love prepared for me! :D

19 Dec;

couldnt sleep the whole night because i had fever, headache, flu, sore throat. ): but got better in the morning eventually. (:

celebrated with cliqued! had lunch at cafe cartel. sing birthday song, make a wish, blow candles, cut cake, at esplanade. (:

asked a stranger to take a photo for us. and we end up modelling for him, because he turns out to be a photographer. haha.

walked around aimlessly, sat down at marina at some random spot, took afew photos. walked around again, then everyone left.

while mel and i continue shopping, walking around. blah blah blah, i'm tired. anyway, i did the gmask in the end. (:

other pictures on fb!

GOODNIGHT! (:

2010-12-11T23:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUCRAMTHESMELLYINDIANGAYBOY! (:

met love at tiong to borrow popular card, heh. andddd, asked dennis to head down to tiong before going to my house to bring back stuff for my mum. feel so badddddd. like make use of both of them. :/

thennn, headed down to town to meet melmel. andddd, we started walking around. and our stomach started growling. hahaha. so we had super early dinner like around 5? at lucky plaza's food court. JAP FOOOOOOOOD! (:

walked down to bugis to do allllll the christmas shopping for mummy. quite fun though. (: oh, and we had KOIII. :D we tahan all the way from lucky plaza till iluma, just for koi! they should reward us with some customer loyalty free drink. HAHAHAHA.

anyway, shopping was funnnn! and i finally stepped into bugis street ever since dont know when! and i bought a dress. hehehe. :D

came home and hanged back all my (now crumpled) clothes. anddddd, its 340am now. time to sleep yoooo. my silly boy waited for me the whole time. ♥

GOODNIGHT! (:

2010-12-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

my wardrobe is hereee! made the whole house so dirty again. ): slippers my best friend!

anyway, had interview with mich jie's sales manager. for sm assignment.

thennnn, headed down to town to get mummy's christmas gift. shopped arounddddd. feel like getting a braun buffel wallet, maybe next year. hehehe. see howwwww. (:

gotta wake up early tmr! goodnight! (:

2010-12-09T23:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FOURTH MONTHSARY BABY! ♥

love came over, to help me with packing clothes. and we were suppose to go out after that for a nice dinner at ichiban boshi. buttttt, i felt so lazy to go out. and i made love dress up for nothing. ): sorryyyy!

but we went to ntuc to buy ingredients and cooked pasta! hehehe. with mich jie's help, everything was so much faster! heh. and i did all the washing, as usual. and love did all the chopping. and sis did all the cooking. hahaha. quite fun! hee. :D

chou chou ahhhhh, i love the less than 50 cents present you gave me! :D so sweeeeet. (: thank youuu! :D

i'm so happy today even though we stayed in the whole day! hehe. :D

2010-12-08T23:56:00.002+08:00

love scored 9/10 for bmm quiz! highest score in the cohort, along with 3 other girls. (: and i scored 8. hehehe. thanks to his answers. :D

i like this casinggggg! so cuteeee! :D

btw, i think i can only get my iphone in march next year. ):

2010-12-06T23:14:00.002+08:00

suppose to do sm interview questions today. but thennnnn, mission failed. HAHAHAHA. cause, we went over to ikea to help my mum see stuff, then text her that dont have, and asked if we're still having dinner, she said yes, meet at 630. and dengggg, it was already 6 when we were waiting for bus to get to love's house. hahahaha. oh wellll.

so we had dinner at ikea. meatballs, chicken wings, salmon. YUMMMMZXZXZXZ!

ikea's furniture really cuiback. lousyy. if not then too expensiveee. tsk. so irritating.

okay tired.
GOODNIGHT!

2010-12-05T23:53:00.004+08:00

went shopping with marmeeee today. as usual, to look for her christmas gifts for her friends. annual practice.

bought the givenchy perfume.

wanted to get just the perfume itself, which costs $163. but that set above, cost the same price! with a bath gel and body lotion. so of course, grab rightttt. plus there's free gift also. some bath gel and body lotion and a sample perfume. (all of other fragrance) or some other bag. and my mum bargained for both. so yeahhhh, we got both. (: which means, my $150 birthday present settled. but i dont really want it as a present. i'll still look out for other stuff! heh.

shopshopshop. so boring. from 4 plus till 9 plus, we only walked taka and ion. -.-

okay, time to do bmm tutorial. i need more participation marks to pull up my grades.

2010-12-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

gave ib lecture a miss. and went outtt with love! :D window shopping to see what to get for my $150 birthday present. all i have in mind now is a kate spade wallet. butttt, wallet again? like abit boring. but i dont have anything that i need. :/

had dinner at zion road hawker. we ordered, hokkien mee, carrot cake, and love had cai peng. he wanted mini wok initially but it wasnt open. ): oh well.

shiok and nice dinnerrrrr! (: thanks for the treat! :D

i'm having flu nowwwww! ):
time to sleep, goodnight! (:

2010-12-01T22:52:00.003+08:00

yayyyyy, today marks the start of december! my birthday's coming soooon! (:

love prepared tuna sandwich for me for brunch! :D and i gave him my tau huey that sis bought last night. heehe.

met mel after school today! tried nail polishhhh. i like the opi blue suede! is it cheaper in japan? 23 plus plus in stores, 15 online, city plaza not sure how much, wonder if its cheaper in japan.

anyway, we had tw food for dinner!

the awesome duckkkk!
super nice tofuuuuu!

and my fat faceeeee! i hope my cheeks slim downnnn. ):

walked around town. and we started talking about hello kitty. haahaha. all the omg-so-happy moments when we were young. can you imagine how cute we were going gaga over hello kitty! HAHAHAHAHA. keeeeeeding! (:

oh, love lent me his iphone! hehehe. suppose to return him on friday, but i can borrow till monday! :D in the meantime, he's showing signs of gayness, using a pink samsung phone, and my red ipod in my apple pouch. HAHAHAAHAHA. (Y)

2010-11-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

had dinner with love's family at orchard central's gelare! impromtu dinner that spoilt our zion road hawker dinner plans! oh wellll. gelare was greattt. love waffle ice creams. :D

time to copy dorcas's notes!

2010-11-28T23:40:00.004+08:00

YAYYYYYYY, I'VE MY OWN BED TO SLEEP ON NOWNOWNOW! :D

headed down to IT fair on friday, but decided to get a com next year march, for new models. :/ guess i've to live with this starting to really break apart com for another 4 more months! ): love, valentine's day present please? HAHAHAHA, KEEEEEEDING. (:

went for gene's bazaar at some ulu pandan place at dover. anddddd, love spent a bomb! ): poor thing.

okay i've a shiok bed to sleep tonight. heehehe. dont have to share bed with mummy, but i cant fart in peace, cause my sis will keeeeeel me. ):

anyway,
goodnight! (:

2010-11-23T23:39:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERRRRRR! (:

yesterday,

went to school for project. then home, and met up with mel, ash, ger at townnnn.

walked around, painted nails at fep, chilled at lucky plaza mac.

then, surprise surprise at ger's house at 12 midnight! (:

for more details, please go to mel's blog. (:

ger's sis super cuteeeee!

today,

went to school againnnnn, to support vallie pokkie's event, had free pasta mania lunch, and bought cheap barilla pasta from them. (:

then headed down to town with love (: both of us were so retarded we kept laughing at each other. hahahahahaha. SUPERFEELERS and SUBSPOON hahahaha!

had sakae buffet for dinner with clique to celebrate ger's birthday! (:

and i finally shat today. hehehehe. shiok feeeeeeeling! :D

okay tireddd. gotta do ib report tmr. ):
goodnight!

2010-11-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

love accompanied me to expo to collect race pack today! (:

then headed down to central to look for jiamin. and had free ice cream! hehe, her treat. :D what a great friend i have! ((((((:

2010-11-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

did project over our 2 hours break, and after school for another 2 hours. sian but funnnnn. hahahahhaa. sian cause i dont like to think of survey questions. fun cause, HAHAAHAHAHA. we know why. ^^ (:

and, love and i spammed photos at ourspace. hehehe. :D

this is the only nice picture. the rest all retarded. hahaha.
love's face when gaming. hahahaha. WINNNNN! heehee. :D

2010-11-18T23:48:00.001+08:00

had lunch with jiayi, yongli, and zijing! :D PURMEI LOR MEEEEEEE!

great time at zijing's house, except the fact that he's a bad host. and, there's only one can of sprite for 3 people to share! hahahahaha.

went back home to bathe then met up with cliqued and ash at raffles city! they had soup spoon for dinner, then we went over to mac to chilllll. and homed at 10 plus. (:

when we were in sec 1, some aunty said we look alike!

2010-11-17T23:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 100 DAYS BABY! ♥

packed the house? neh. guess not really. cause everything doesnt seem to be mine. dennis helped to clear stuff. and mummy vacuumed the floor. and i've to mop tmr. :/

had dinner at ichiban boshi! and love came over to look for us. :D

okay goodnight! (:

2010-11-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

i really dislike ib! ):

anyway, stayed back for an hour to complete our assignment that was assigned to us last week, and due today at 6pm! but we only started at 430? hahaha. fun process with fun people. (:

went to see the chinese physician after school. he's really goooooood. my knee's so much better now. (Y)

had dinner at henderson market with love and my parents. (:

and i'm not allowed to bathe tonight. :/

okay goodnight.

2010-11-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

met melmel today! :D impromptu meet up. (:

had dinner at xiao ba wang. wellllll, we dont like the mee sua. not nice. the chicken not bad. the milk tea okay also. overall, i think i rather eat at shilin. or pay more to eat at the tw food place that mel recommended.

we talked and walked the whole night. haha. until we reached ps, walked around, then finally sat down outside the toilet to talk. hahahaha. until 10pm! wellll, it was all about gossiping and complaining. :D then talking about stc and kellock times. i miss stc life! so carefreeeee. unlike now.

oh, there's some vein problem at my knee. ): super pain. gonna see doctor tmr. i hope it wont be too pain for me to handle!

2010-11-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

caught megamind ytd at vivo with mummy, curry mono, mel, carmen, love and dennis. mummy had free tickets! :D its quite nice. not bad. (:

had lunch at soup restaurant. niceeeeee. but filling ttm.

mel and carmen went shoppinggggggg. while we went for furniture shopping at the beach road's furniture mall! bought bed and sofa. (: we walked the whole day. just to look for the right one. omgggggg.

then we left for ikea to look at other stuff. but to no avail.

had supper at hk cafe thereafter. we nearly exploded. hahaha.

today, went to furniture mall again to get sis bed. and reconfirm about the sofa internal contents.

so now, everything's confirmed. should be getting a shoe cabinet as well. (: now we lack a study desk.

hope my house will look greattttt in december! (:

had crystal jade steamboat for dinner. wts, eat until wo yao bao zha. reached home and i straight away lao sai. hahahhaa. shiok ttm! (Y)

2010-11-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

today's 121110! :D

got to know dorcas and gloria better today through project discussion. hahahaha. crazy people, seriously. just like me. hehe. :D

and curry mono is back home today! she got a shock seeing the house. HAHA. in a worse state than when she left. oh well.

oh and today marks the day love and dennis came to our house. wellllll, great experience? HAHAHAA. welcome to the house of mess! :D

okay, time for vampire diaries! byeeee!

2010-11-11T21:40:00.009+08:00

i decided to stay at home to pack the house. but guess what? i realised i cant pack anything anymore. because everything isnt mine. so i wasted the whole of today doing nothing. great, just great.

anyway, pictures of USS!

okay bye. mrsh quiz tmr.

2010-11-11T02:11:00.002+08:00

"799. SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO LET GO OF OLD THINGS TO MAKE ROOM FOR BETTER THINGS TO MOVE INTO YOUR LIFE. *gotwisdom*"

i'm going to apply this to..............

THE FURNITURE IN MY HOUSE!

2010-11-10T23:43:00.004+08:00

had yuki yaki for dinner after school today! (:

nothing to blog about. time for project.
byeeee!

2010-11-09T23:11:00.006+08:00

HAPPY THIRD MONTHSARY BABY! ♥

love came over to go to school together. butttt, he prepared lunch! :D

starbucks blueberry muffin, java chip, and bread that he prepared! (:

headed out after school and we had tw food that mel recommended! nice and affordable! :D

oyster mee sua
tang hoon
duck-in-a-roll

all the food damn gooooooooood. we love it! :D

walked aimlessly the whole night. but we had so much fun. hehe. joking, laughing, making fun of each other, being retarded. just the way we like it. :D

com dying soon! byeeee!

2010-11-08T22:24:00.001+08:00

today felt like i'm back in secondary school becauseeeeeee, i kept dozing off during tutorials! too tired!

okay, time to sleep.
GOODNIGHT! (:

2010-11-07T23:55:00.003+08:00

so today, i woke up at 745 without any alarm, on my own. how amazing is that! hahaha.

paid USS a visit today with love and his family, together with lexus boy! (: fun, but the rides not fun. just like disney land. its just snapping of photos everywhere. :D

took with all the mascots we saw except puss in boots! ):

okay i'm tireddddd, ttm. i washed the toilet ytd, and today they painted they toilet AGAIN. waste my efforts. but i washed the toilet AGAIN today. applaud me please.

next week is gonna be all about packing and cleaning. sucks ttm when projects are starting to pile up too. ):

i ate all 3 meals today, I FEEL SO FAT. omg. ): this week gonna diet already.

okay, i'm going to sleep now. 100% tired.
GOODNIGHT!

2010-11-06T21:08:00.001+08:00

my whole house just got repainted today! and they're coming back tmr for the master bedroom toilet, and the study room. :D

okay, i'm dead beat. and my toilet just freaked me out with peeing sound, but no one inside.

GOODNIGHT.

2010-11-05T23:55:00.001+08:00

today is packpackpackpackpack day! so tired i feel like sleeping now. ): but there're still things to pack. omg. ):

2010-11-04T17:42:00.003+08:00

surprisingly, it feels good living without a phone. my life felt so peaceful until my mum came home.

just so you know, my phone died. and i've no spare phone. and i dont feel like borrowing one.

and, i dont feel like talking.

2010-11-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

went to love's house after school and we cooked dinner!

rice with cabbage & hotdog & crabstick, scrambled egg, seaweed chicken, and herbal chicken! :D

madness amount of food. i felt so fat! :/

okay tired. byeeeeeee!